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i am annoyed

really shouldn't be blogging but everyone in the H is pissing me off.

the YS called me. a b-i-t-c-h. which i totally resent. i think she's pretty immature for her age and it really really annoys me how superficial she is. like one of those people you'd classify as a "dumb blonde". HOW THE FISH CAN SHE CALL ME A B-I-T-C-H?! I MEAN WHAT ARE THE PEOPLE IN SCH TEACHING HER.

the SES is turning into a bimbo. or at least some image-conscious person who buys fake eyelashes and sticks em on. i am positively annoyed. but when she spends i dunno how many hours infront of a mirror trying on makeup and glueing on eyelashes i think it's really quite overboard.

fake eyelashes are scary. and she soaks em in water. so i see - a puddle of water. with EYELASHES IN IT. i freak out.

i am annoyed and agitated and stressed. i should not be worrying about such things with EXAMS going on but i am annoyed.

bike trng was a disaster. like D said, URTI does hurt your sense of balance. i swear i almost crashed i dunno how many times. plus the hills! i am terrified of downhills so i was braking the whole way. ha ha ha. ok i am a chicken but nevermind. kept on feeling like throwing up. and when i finally couldn't take it and stopped, i felt like i was on a rollercoaster about to barf.

PC DR I MISS YOU WILL YOU COME HOME SOON THE ODD SIBLINGS ARE VERY ODD AND I DON'T EVEN FIT IN. when you get back please discipline your YS accordingly. she needs it. because she is turning into a bimbo who only cares about how pretty people are. and i am very very very disturbed by the state of your room. i miss your neatness! can't we just make her sleep under the staircase?!

ok i may have sounded mean here but i'm sorry i am annoyed and annoyed people sound mean. or so i generalize.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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